Friday, December 31, 2010

The 2010 List

Well.  I completed part of my goal.  I read more than 200 books, fiction and non-fiction.  The blogging part was an epic fail.  I discover I'm proud of the success and okay with the fail.  The success feels good like all successes do.  The fail means I have a new goal for 2011, and this one will be more about quality reading and writing than quantity. 

Here's my list of 210 books I read - or reread - in 2010. 

1 Kings - Old Testament
1 Maccabees - Old Testament

1 Samuel - Old Testament

2 Kings - Old Testament

2 Samuel - Old Testament

6th Target, The - Patterson, James

8th Confession, The - Patterson, James

90 Minutes in Heaven - Piper, Don with Cecil Murphey

Accidental Wedding, The - Gracie, Anne

Acts of the Apostles - New Testament

Affair - Quick, Amanda

Again the Magic - Kleypas, Lisa

American Patriot's Almanac, The - Bennett, William J and John TE Cribb

Angel Experiment, The - Patterson, James

Angel Falls - Hannah, Kristin

Anyway, the Paradoxical Commandments - Keith, Kent

Art of the St John's Bible - Sink, Susan

At Last Comes Love - Balogh, Mary

Believe - Alexander, Victoria

Big Jack - Robb, J D

Bittersweet Rain - Brown, Sandra

Black Notice - Cornwell, Patricia

Blonde with a Wand - Thompson, Vicki Lewis

Breath of Snow and Fire - Gabaldon, Diana

Bridal Quest, The - Mikels, Jennifer

Bride With No Name - Ferrarella, Marie

Captive Heart, The - Small, Beatrice

Cattus Petasatus - Seuss, Doctore

Ceremony in Death - Robb, J D

Certain Girls - Weiner, Jennifer

Change in Altitude, A - Shreve, Anita

Charmed and Enchanted - Roberts, Nora

Chasing Harry Winston - Weisberger, Lauren

Christmas Brides, The - Miller, Linda Lael

Chronicles of the Crusades - Joinville and Villehardouin

City of Bones - Clare, Cassandra

Cleopatra's Daughter - Moran, Michelle

Courtesan's Scandal, A - London, Julia

Cross - Patterson, James

Crusader Gold - Gibbins, David

Crusades, The - Allen, SJ and Emilie Amt, editors

Dancing in the Moonlight - Thayne, RaeAnne

Dark is Rising, The - Cooper, Susan

Dark Surrender - Blayne, Diana

Darkness More Than Night, A - Connelly, Michael

DaVinci Code, The - Brown, Dan

Days of Gold - Deveraux, Jude

Dead Sea Scrolls, The - Science Museum of Minnesota

Deep Magic - Nash, Joy

Divine Mercy, The - Devotion

Dragon Heir, The - Chima, Cinda Williams

Dragonfly in Amber - Gabaldon, Diana

Drum's of Autumn, The - Gabaldon, Diana

Early Dawn - Michaels, Fern

Echo in the Bone, An - Gabaldon, Diana

Elusive Bride, The - Laurens, Stephanie

Enemy's Daughter, The - Turner, Linda

Entranced - Roberts, Nora

Eragon - Paolini, Christopher

Eventide - Haruf, Kent

Exile, The - Gabaldon, Diana

Expectant Secretary, The - Wilson, Leanna

Ezra - Old Testament

Family Tree - Delinsky, Barbara

Fateful Choice, A - Lee, Rachel

Feast for Crows, A - Martin, George RR

Fiery Cross, The - Gabaldon, Diana

First Comes Marriage - Balogh, Mary

Five Love Languages, The - Chapman, Gary

Flannery, A Life - Gooch, Brad

Food at the Time of the Bible - Vamosh, Miriam Feinberg

Four Seasons of Marriage - Chapman, Gary

Girlfriends' Getaway - Laing, Kathleen and Elizabeth Butterfield

Glory in Death - Robb, J D

Good Man is Hard to Find - O'Connor, Flannery

Grand Opening - Hassler, Jon

Haley's Cabin - Rainey, Anne

Handful of Gold, A - Balogh, Mary

Healing a Broken Heart - W, Kathleen

Help, The - Stockett, Kathryn

Hired Bride - Merritt, Jackie

His Lady Mistress - Rolls, Elizabeth

His Majesty's Dragon - Novik, Naomi

Höflich und Fair, Comenius - Kaiser, Lothar

Holiday Grind - Coyle, Cleo

Holiday in Death - Robb, J D

Homespun Bride - Hart, Jillian

Hot Rocks - Roberts, Nora

House Rules - Picoult, Jodi

Household Guide to Dying, The - Adelaide, Debra

How to Meditate - McDonald, Kathleen

How to Talk Minnesotan - Mohr, Howard

Immortal in Death - Robb, J D

Inkspell - Funke, Cornelia

Innocent Man, The - Grisham, John

Interlude in Death - Robb, J D

Irish Country Girl, An - Taylor, Patrick

Irresistible Forces - Jackson, Brenda

Joshua - Old Testament

Journey to the Well - Taylor, Diana Wallis

Judges - Old Testament

Julie and Julia - Powell, Julie

Kindergeschicten - Bichsel, Peter

Kitchen House, The - Grissom, Kathleen

Knight of Pleasure - Mallory, Margaret

Knight's Vow, A - Townsend, Lindsay

Lady Never Tells, A - Camp, Candace

Last Song, The - Sparks, Nicholas

Lavender Morning - Deveraux, Jude

Least Likely Bride, The - Feather, Jane

Legacy of the Force Betrayal - Allston, Aaron

Letter to my Daughter - Angelou, Maya

Lost Tomb, The - Biggins, David

Love in the Afternoon - Kleypas, Lisa

Luke - New Testament

Mackenzie's Heroes - Howard, Linda

Maiden's Hand, The - Wiggs, Susan

Marry in Haste - Smith, Karen Rose

Mary Mary - Patterson, James

Meditating with Mandalas - Fontana, David

Message in the Bottle, The - Percy, Walker

Midnight in Death - Robb, J D

Mini Shopaholic - Kinsella, Sophie

Minneapolis St Paul, A Photo Tour of the Twin Cities - Felsen, Gregg

Mistress of the Monarchy - Weir, Alison

Murderer's Daughters, The - Meyers, Randy Susan

Mystery on the Great Lakes, The - Marsh, Carole

Naked in Death - Robb, J D

Nanny Returns - McLaughlin, Emma and Nicola Kraus

Nehemiah - Old Testament

New History of the Crusades, The - Madden, Thomas F.

No Rest for the Wiccan - Alt, Madelynn

Not "Just Friends" - Glass, Dr. Shirley

Now and Forever - Steel, Danielle

Olive Kitteridge - Stout, Elizabeth

On the Street Where You Live - Clark, Mary Higgins

Once in a Lifetime - Kelly, Cathy

One Last Dance - Goudge, Eileen

Opposites Attract - Chances - Roberts, Nora

Outlander - Gabaldon, Diana

Pagan Stone, The - Roberts, Nora

Paranoia - Finder, Joseph

Perdido Street Station - Mieville, China

Perfect Wife, The - Alexander, Victoria

Pillars of the Earth - Follett, Ken

Plum Lovin' - Evanovich, Janet

Prize, The - Joyce, Brenda

Queen's Lady, The - Kyle, Barbara

Rachel & Leah, Women of Genesis - Card, Orson Scott

Ranger's Apprentice, Book Eight - Flanagan, John

Ranger's Apprentice, Book Five - Flanagan, John

Ranger's Apprentice, Book Four - Flanagan, John

Ranger's Apprentice, Book One - Flanagan, John

Ranger's Apprentice, Book Seven - Flanagan, John

Ranger's Apprentice, Book Six - Flanagan, John

Ranger's Apprentice, Book Three - Flanagan, John

Ranger's Apprentice, Book Two - Flanagan, John

Rapture in Death - Robb, J D

Ravishing in Red - Hunter, Madeline

Rebekah, Women of Genesis - Card, Orson Scott

Red Mars - Robinson, Kim Stanley

Rescue - Shreve, Anita

Santa Cruise - Clark, Mary Higgins and Carol Higgins Clark

Sarah, Women of Genesis - Card, Orson Scott

Sara's Song - Michaels, Fern

Saving CeeCee Honeycutt - Hoffman, Beth

Saving Faith - Baldacci, David

Savor the Moment - Roberts, Nora

Say Goodbye - Gardner, Lisa

Scandalous - Camp, Candace

Season for Suitors, The - Cornick, Nicola

Second Coming, The - Percy, Walker

Seduce Me at Sunrise - Kleypas, Lisa

Seducing an Angel - Balogh, Mary

Seduction in Death - Robb, J D

Septimus Heap Book Two: Flyte - Sage, Angie

Shack, The - Young, William P.

Shotgun Vows - Southwick, Teresa

Silver Wedding - Binchy, Maeve

Sleeping Arrangements - Wickham, Madeline

Snowbound - Johnson, Janice Kay

Sold to a Laird - Ranney, Karen

Space Between Us, The - Umrigar, Thrity

Spring of the Tiger, The - Holt, Victoria

Start with Me - Seaton, Michael

Stirring Up Strife - Stanley, Jennifer

Stranded with a Spy - Lovelace, Merline

Sweet Captivity - Proctor, Kate

Then Comes Seduction - Balogh, Mary

This Ravaged Heart - Riefe, Barbara

This Wicked Gift - Milan, Courtney

To Love and Protect her - Watson, Margaret

Together Alone - Delinsky, Barbara

Touching Wonder - Blase, John

Trust Me on This - Crusie, Jennifer

Unexplored Paris - Trouilleux, Rodolphe

Unveiled - Cook, Kristina

Vengeance in Death - Robb, J D

Very Special Delivery, A - Goodnight, Linda

Viking in Love - Hill, Sandra

Voyager - Gabaldon, Diana

Walking Twin Cities - Day, Holly and Sherman Wick

Warrior Heir, The - Chima, Cinda Williams

Wedding Game, The - Feather, Jane

Wedding Girl, The - Wickham, Madeline

White Queen, The - Gregory, Philippa

Wicked Appetite - Evanovich, Janet

Will and a Way, A - Roberts, Nora

Winnie-the-Pooh - Milne, A A

Witch & Wizard - Patterson, James and Gabrielle Charbonnet

Wizard Heir, The - Chima, Cinda Williams

Hurray me!

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Where Authors and Composers Meet

I've been thinking about a book I read long ago by Walker Percy, The Message in the Bottle, subtitled How Queer Man is, How Queer Language is, and What One Has to Do with the Other.  In his collection of essays, Percy writes about what he sees as the conclusion of the modern age and the dawning of a new, as-yet-unnamed age.

The essays open with rhetorical questions...
Why do people feel bad in an age when they have accumulated the wealth necessary to satisfy their needs? 

Why do people feel bad in an age when they have discovered the technology to make over the world for their own use?

Why have people entered an orgy of war, murder, torture, and self-destruction unparalleled in history?

Why have people done so in the very century when they had hoped to see the dawn of universal peace and harmony?

What do people do when they find themselves living after an age has ended?

How do people undertsand themselves when the theories of the former age no longer work and the theories of the new age are not yet known?

How do people function when everything is upside down, people feeling bad when they should feel good, good when they should feel bad?
Written in 1975, the book addresses a problem artists still consider:  why are people so unhappy in an age when we know better, have better, and achieve better than we have at any time in history.

A Christian music group, Love and Theft, asks the same question Percy does in their song Dancing in Circles.
I don't understand why we do what we do to each other.
According to His word, we're all born sisters and brothers.
But we lie and we steal, we fight and we kill,
Even though we know the way...


All through the ages, we've tried to share this world together.
Turning the pages, pretending we'll live here forever.
But we'll have to face our maker someday,
And reap what we've sown all the way...


And we know how, so why can't we just get it right
I pray someday we'l overcome all the damage we've done
And we'll fly!


Why do we go dancing in circles when we know it never ends?
We come so close to loving each other and then...

We go dancing in circles again.


We ought to be doing better.

Even the artists know it.

And this is the basis for the Lenten show I've written for next Spring. 
We know better. 

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Viking in Love by Sandra Hill

Sandra Hill, I love you.

I love you because you gave me fluff and silly when I needed both.

Want hot fluff and a portrait of how relationships happen?  Read this book.

Want scholarly, scientific discussion and "theology."  Read a bunch of stuff.

Want to escape today for a few hours?  Read this book.

Want to work to read?  Read a bunch of stuff.

I loved this book.  I giggled.  I sighed.

And I don't care what that says about me.

Not even a little bit.

The Household Guide to Dying by Debra Adelaide

This book deserves better than what I'm about to give it. 

But, seriously, I've read SO many books and am SO far behind, I'll have to make do.

Delia is a writer.  She's dying of cancer.  She's the mother of three, only two of whom are living.  That's not a spoiler.  I knew LONG before the big revelation that she'd lost a child. 

I liked this book.

I'm not sure why.  The speaker is not a Christian and doesn't care about the afterlife.  She suddenly leaves her family to revisit her past without warning or explanation.  She is far too profane.

And yet, I liked this book.

Delia has been writing "guides" and answer columns her entire professional career, including one entire guide to laundry.  Not only does she find laundry sexy, she finds poetry in keeping her home and in teaching others to do the same.  And let's admit it, housekeepers are a dying breed.

Upon hearing that she's dying of her cancer, she proposes to write The Household Guide to Dying, which is different than proposing a book about the hereafter or about death. 

The Guide is awesome.  The book is awesome.  The result is awesome. 

I liked this book. 

Read it.  If you ever do, and if you ever happen upon this blog, post your thoughts.

Savor the Moment by Nora Roberts

First, let me say, I love Nora Roberts.  Don't care what the scholars think!

Second, let me say, this is an outstanding work of fiction.  Outstanding. 

It's outstanding because I FEEL for the characters, all of them - not just the ones highlighted in this, the third in the series. 

In the first series book, Vision In White, Mac (photographer) and Carter (English Prof) connect.  Mac is friends with three other talented women: Emma, Laurel, and Parker.  All four of them spent their childhood playing "wedding" and loving it.  Each had a role to play in their dramas, and each eventually has a role to play in their business, Vows, a bridal fantasy company.

In the second book, Bed of Roses, Emma (florist) and Jack form their own bond.  And it is SO beautiful.  Honestly, if you love love, you love Nora Roberts.

In this, the THIRD book, Savor the Moment, Laurel (baker of cakes) and Del (Parker's brother, OMG!) find each other after many, many years of unrequited longing on the part of Laurel. 

All I can say is, I want to taste Laurel's cake.  And I don't even like sweets.

This is not great literature.  It's not even something I want on my post-mortem shelf.  But it is fun and moving and genuine.  Read it if you love a good love story.

Happy Reading!

Monday, May 17, 2010

Not "Just Friends" by Dr. Shirley Glass


Not "Just Friends" by Dr. Shirley Glass is one of the few non-fiction books I've read cover-to-cover. 

She offers great advice for people who want to protect their marriages from infidelity, both physical and emotional, and practical tips for weathering the storms that strike marriages.

Over the last decade I have watched far too many people struggle with the pain of infidelity, both physical and emotional.  When I saw a book review of this book by Dr. Glass, I opted to read. 

Dr. Glass offers reasonable advice.  "Make sure your doors (sealed to the outside and only opened at certain times) and windows (always open) are in the right places.  Your windows belong between you and your spouse and friends of your marriage.  Your doors belong between you and... well, everyone else." 

Value your marriage?  It's worth a read.


Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Two Christian Authors and the End of the World, 2 of 2

Part 2...


The Second Coming contains the best of Walker Percy's fiction concerning how to fix the problem O'Connor diagnoses, the problme of the contemporary era, the problem that confronts us when our system of language and symbols is meaning-starved.  Percy's novel opens with the malaise O'Connor defines; the story gives us the tools to solve it.  His characters, Will Barrett and Allison Huger, search for ways to make their love and marriage mean something in this world which is devoid of meaning.  Will and Allie's relationship is an "emblem for how one may yet turn back the tide of violence, apathy, and boredom... and turn the massive potential for apocalypse - personal, national, and global - toward the equal potential for love" (Hobson 131).  The novel takes up the quest for meaning where O'Connor left off.

The Second Coming is Will Barrett's story.  Will despairs over the state of the world, a world in which people feel bad when they should feel good and good when they should feel bad.  He is a successful, though retired, lawyer who inherited a fortune from his wife and who spends his time playing golf with his friends and doing good works for the needy.  Yet Will has discovered that good works and keeping busy will not save his soul or make him happy.  When he obseerves the people around him who seem to be happy, he finds that he does not want their kind of happiness.  Will, like The Misfit, wants to part of the hypocrisy of the Christianity offered to him by Jack Curl and Leslie.  Jack Curl is a chaplain who is "uneasy" talking about religion (Second 160).  Will questions Jack about faith and Jack evades the questions using sweeping gneralizations like, "Grace is a mysterious thing" (160) and "Do you know where I've found God, Will?... In other people" (159).  He avoids Will's questions about the Jews and God, talking instead about his forthcoming retreat during which "Protestants, Catholics, Anglicans, unbelievers, Jews - all wonderful guys" spend the weekend fishing and shooting the breeze.  Will's daughter, Leslie, offers Will a different kind of faith experience.  She is a born-again Christian and has had a personal encounter with Jesus Christ.  Will chooses neither form of religion, but decides to pose the question about God's existence directly to God.

Will is "a successful retired lawyer but [is] still unsuccessful in making sense out of his existence and still haunted by buzzing memories from his distant Mississippi childhood" (Tolson 91).  During the first half of the novel, Will journeys through his own dark night of the soul.  He is suffering from mental illness which causes him to wander about in a trance-like state.  The novel opens with Will being shot at on a sunny afternoon.  He contemplates suicide, and realizes as he holds his Luger, "I know why it is better to be shot at on a Sunday afternoon than not to be shot at.  Because it means maybe there is  an enemy after all" (Second 23-24).  Will feels bad for no apparent reason, and thinks that someone shooting at him would make sense of his despair.  He does not understand the world he inhabits, a world he sees as essentially dead.  He is surrounded, literally, by friends and family, is wealthy beyond imagining, and is living "in the most Christian nation in the world, the U.S.A., in the most Christian part of that nation, the South, in the most Christian state in the South, North Carolina, in the most Christian town in North Carolina" (14-15), yet he is not happy.

As will wanders around the golf course, his home, and the retirement center he owns, he gradually remembers and comes to terms with the long-ignored reason he is now deaf in one ear:  his father tried to kill him when they were in the field hunting.  His father shot Will's ear.  Later, Will's father committed suicide and Will witnessed it.  His father's death left Will with no means of creating order in his own life, so he spends the next forty-odd years searching for order and failing to find it in conventional Christianity.  Then Will meets Allie.

Will's father, though dead, is an important voice in the novel:  "It speaks for all those who are obsessed by the death wish in this violent century, a wish symbolized in the novel by the death's head of the German World War II insignia, under which six million deaths were rationalized as the 'final solution' (Hobson 110-111).  Will's father was obsessed by death, both the death-in-life he was living and literal death.  When Will remembers the incident which has haunted him all his life, he wonders why his father, an expert marksman, shot only Will's ear:
Let me get is straight now.

You shot the first single.

Then you broke the breech, ejected the two, and reloaded, but with one shell.

One shell for the single, two for me, one for you.

Then how did you nearly miss me?

You couldn't miss a quail on the wing with one barrel at fifty feet.  Yet you nearly missed with both barrels at fifteen feet.

What happened at the very laast second that you pulled up?

Was it love or failure of love?

And how did you miss yourself?

Well, whatever the reason, you corrected it the next time, didn't you?  In the attic, in Mississippi.  But why didn't you take me with you then, if you knew something and were sure that you knew it?

The sorrow in your eyes when I came and sat beside you in Georgia - were you sorry you did it or sorry you didn't?

He was smiling down at the shotgun and shaking his head.

Sorry you didn't do it.  Because the next time you took no chances and did it right, used both barrels, both thumbs, and your mouth.  (Second 171-172) 
Will's father knew that life in the twentieth century was really death - O'Connor and Percy would say that life-as-death exists because our most important words are dead.  Will's father chose literal death over the horrible death-in-life he thought he was living because there is both dignity and truth in literal death.  Will's father wanted to save Will from the life which is death.

Yet Will is living the life his father wanted to avoid and the life his father tried to help him avoid. When Will finally remembers the shootings, he thinks he understands why his father chose literal death. His father was a member of the living dead and he did not want Will to suffer the same fater. Will's father had seen only literal death as the cure for the death-in-life he was living, and Will vows to find another answer. He wonders why the decision to seek another answer makes him feel so good:
Why did he feel so good?  Was it because for the first time in his life he could suddenly see what had happened to his father, exactly where he was right and where he was wrong?  Right: you said I will not put up with a life which is not life or death.  I don't have to and I won't.  Right, old mole, and if you were here in rich reborn Christian Carolina with its condos and 450 SELs and old folks rolling pills and cackling at Hee Haw, you wouldn't put up with that either.

Ah, but what if there is another way?  Maybe that was your mistake, that you didn't even look.  That's the difference between us.  I'm going to find out once and for all.  You never even looked. (153)
Will thinks he knows that literal death is not the answer.  "It dawned on him that his father's suicide was wasted.  It availed nothing, proved nothing, solved nothing, posed no questions let alone answered questions, did nobody good.  It was no more than an exit, a getting up and a going out, a closing of a door" (211).  Will searches for a new answer in the life-in-life that can be revived by rediscovering the language and symbols of Christianity through loving both Allie and God.

Had Will been less busy with his remembering of his father, he might have recognized God's grace leading him to Allie when he first slices out of bounds during the golf game:
Just as he hits the low point in his life - he has won many honors and is wealthy, but also is secretly desperate - grace intervenes, something magical happens.  When he slices out of bounds, literally out away from his usual pattern of living, Will meets the girl who may or may not be "a gift, and therefore a sign of a giver."  (Hobson 118)
Allie is God's gift to Will and the answer to his experiment.

Will tries to prove the existence of God, hence, the existence of meaning in life, scientifically.  Will thought that if he were to get to the dead tiger's cave and would wait without food, he would anwer, and be assured an answer.  The cave is now a tourist attraction but had once been the site where a place where a place for the battle of life had been fought and lost by the tiger.  Will brought his sleeping pills to ensure his possible death would be as painless as possiblel, and a flashlight.  This experiment, unlike the suicide of Will's father, would pose and answer the question of God's existence:  God would either save him or not save him.  The grace of God intervenes, but certainly not in the sense that Will had intended.  Will gets a severe toothacehe and the acommpanying nausea.  Desperate to escape the cave and his physical pain, he cares nothing about his wonderful scientific experiment; he says: "What does a nauseated person care about the Last Days?" (247).  Once Will decides to leave the cave, "the toothache and nausea, he notice[s], were gone" (258), and he falls out of the cave, landing in Allie's greenhouse.  As Will recuperates and Allie takes care of  him, they fall in love. Will finds God in the love he feels for Allie.

Allie is classified as mentally ill by her mother and as the novel opens, she has just escaped from the mental hospital.  Her doctor, Dr. Duk, is a ridiculous, ducky man and Allie "deplores the silliness to which she is reduced in trying to deal with him. Where such as Dr. Duk is appointed as gatekeeper to the world of the 'sane,' it is little wonder that a woman of Allison's intelligence should often feel the effort to gain readmission is hardly worthwhile" (Hardy 190).  Allie was in the hospital becuase she did not know how o function among people:  "Sometimes she thought she had gone crazy rather than have to talk to people" (Second 125).  She did not know how to end conversations without causing people embarrassment, so she just kept listening to them until they ended the conversation.  When living in the contemporary world got to be too much for her, she hid in her closet, trying to regain a sense of her self.  In the hospital, she was treated with "buzzing," or shock, treatments that caused her to forget everything, and so she is fresh, the world is new to her.  When she escapes, she is prepared to make a life for herself alone.  She goes to the land she inherited from her aunt and moves into the greenhouse there.  Her days are spent moving an enormous wood-burning stove, an accomplishment she relishes and which causes her to describe herself as a "hoister."  During this period, Allie is rediscovering and renaming the world:  "most compelling of all, of course, is her strange, beautiful and disturbing utterance, a way of speaking that seems at times almost a reinvention of language" (Hardy 191).  Allie's language and her perception of the world she must try to inhabit make her different and precisely what Will needs as a basis for ordering his own world.

Allie notices something important about the society around her; people use a coded language to avoid confrontation and which "cause[s] people less trouble than words."  Unlike the people speaking in the code, Allie means what she says.  The people she encounters often do not literally mean what they say:
... she reflected that people asked questions and answered them differently from her.  She took words seriously to mean more or less what they said, but other people seemed to use words as signals in another code they had agreed upon.  For example, the woman's questions and commands were evidently not to be considered as questions and commands, then answered accordingly with a yes, no, or maybe, but were rather to be considered like the many signboards in the street, such as Try Good Gulf for Better Mileage, then either ignored or acted upon, but even if acted upon, not as an immediate consequence of what the words commanded one to do.

Such a code, she reflected, may not be bad.  Indeed, it seemed to cause people less trouble than words.  At one time she must have known the code.  It should not be hard to catch on to.  (Second 38-39)
Allie fails to actch on to the code and, because of that, her language is a strange, beautiful, and disturbing way of speaking about the world.  Allie delights in naming things for herself; she has a more difficult time speaking with other people.  When Allie must use Will's name with someone, she falters:  "What to call him?  Mr. Barrett?  Mr. Will?  Will Barrett?  Bill Barrett?  Williston Bibb Barrett?  None of the names fit.  A name would give him form once and for all.  He would flow into its syllables and junctures and there take shape forever.  She didn't want him named" (285).  For Allie, language, speaking what she means literally and naming things, reveals that the world is new and has meaning.  In Conversations With Walker Percy, Percy says, "She flunks ordinary living and collapses into schizophrenia, or something like that.  And yet she's the one who has the new life; she starts out with a new life, with hope, with a kind of joyous expectation of things, that she can hoist things, that she can name things" (237).  In fact, Allie is so thrilled with words that she writes them down in her notebook and checks their meaning in the library.

Allie's language is different, but Will understands her perfectly:  "Then too, your language is someone unusual.  But I understand it.  In fact, it means more than other people's.  Thus, I could both remember for you and interpret for your" (376-377).  Will is delighted that he can understand the world around him because he can now talk about it with Allie.  His previous attempts to talk with others about the death-in-life he was living had failed.  With Allie he is living a life-in-life because he can talk with her and know that she understands him just as he understands her.

Will and Allie recognize that they are two halves destined to become one whole.  Will tells Allie, "Lately I tend to fall down" (131), and she responds, "That's all right.  I tend to pick things up.  I'm a hoister" (131).  He can help her in return:  "He would remember for her if she forgot.  She would hoist him if he fall" (290).  As they fall in love they search for ways to make loving mean love.  They have both had horrible experiences with loving.  Will loved his father who tried to shoot him, and who ultimately deserted Will when he committed suicide.  He loved his wife's money and the good things he could do with it.  The people Will had loved had always let him down in some profound way; they left him wondering what love is:
But I've always been suspicious of the word "love," what with its gross abuse and overuse.  There is no cheaper word.  I can't say tell her I "love" her, because I don't really know what "love" means except as it applies to one's feeling for children - and then it may only mean one's sense of responsiblity for their terrible vulnerability, which they never asked for.  One loves children, especially one's own, because there they are, through no doing of their own, born into the same low farce you and I are living but not knowing ityet, being in fact as happy as doodlbugs and you and I would do anything to keep them so.  Wouldn't we?  Is that love?  Perhaps my experiment will shed some light that will be helpful to them later. (227)

Will has no idea what loving entails; Allie has less of an idean even though she is the one who looks up the literal meaning of the word.
Allie goes to the library to find out the definition of love, just as she went to the library to "find out about the principles of hoisting, but discovers that although much has been written on the subject of love, none of it has any practical value" (Hardy 215).  She reads,
Love begets love
Love conquers all things
Love ends with hope
Love is a flame to burn out human ills
Love is all truth
Love is truth and truth is beauty
Love is blind
Love is the best
Love is heaven and heaven is love
Love is love's reward
She responds, "Oh my God... What does all this mean?  These people are crazier than I am!" (Second 276).  Allie's past experience with love had been with a man who looked at an illustrated sex manual when he made love to her.  It is difficult to discern whether Allie ever loved her parents or felt loved by them; she knows they want her money.  Love, like grace, has a pretty, but insignificant meaning in contemporary society.  Real, Christian love presupposes a willingness to suffer, to die for the beloved.  Allie and Will, like O'Connor and Percy, know this.  They know that they love they feel for each other is something more than a nice, pretty package, or greeting-card words.  She loves him even though he falls down; he loves her even though she forgets.

Will comes to life as he grows in love with Allie.  His ultimate sacrifice for her happens when he throws his gun over the cliff, discarding at last the legacy of death his father left him.  With the last barrier gone, Will and Allie finally love each other physically.  "Their ecstasy, their 'coming together,' is no swoon of mindless self-forgetting, but a mutual surrender of selves, each to the other, in which all their human faculties are intensified and heightened, none suspended or obliterated" (Hardy 189).  They can do more than perform the act; they can talk about loving with meaning.
"Let's get a house and live in it."
"Okay.  Can we make love like that much of the time?"
"As much as you like."
"For true?"
"For true.  Would you like to marry?"
"Uh, to marry might be to miscarry."
"Not necessarily.  I'll practice law.  You grow things in your greenhouse.  We can meet after work, have supper.  We can walk the Long Trail or go to the beach on your island.  Then go to bed irregardless.
"Perhaps crash in a shelter?"
"What?" he said, laughing.  "Crash?"
"Sure."
"Okay."
"It is a good regime.  Perhaps with you to marry would not miscarry..."
"Will you marry me?"
"Yes."
"It is possible that though marriage in these times seems for some reason to be a troubled, often fatal arrangement, we might not only survive it but revive it."
"Yes, we could survive and revive it."  (Second 390-392, passim)

Allbrings Will love and hope.  For both of them love had been something to analyze and think about - Allie when she things to understand love by reading the definition, and Will when he considers that loving was doing good things for people.  Both realize that their shared love is far more profound than any of their earlier experiences with it.  Both of them have fallen vicitm to strange kinds of love earlier in their lives:  "But at least in love they are reborn, Allison immanent, Will transcendent, Allison speaking in tongues their holy idiocy, Will listening at last without deafness" (Tharpe 112).  With Allie's love, Will can hope that their future will be living a life-in-life, even though the decision to life life entails a great deal of effort.  Will gives Allie hope also:  "Far from assuring a regression, Will's love probably offers Allison her only real hope for continuing sanity" (Hardy 189).  With Will Allie can be herself and speak her odd language and he will understand her.  Will goes to see Father Weatherbee, who is uncomfortable with modern faith, the faith of the born-again Christians and chaplains.  Father Weatherbee is a symbol of the old Church, the Church in which the symbols signified and people were joined by a common language and set of referents.  "So far as Christ is concerend, Barrett is at least for the moment content to detect His presence in the person of the old priest" (Hardy 217).  The priest offers Will a glimpse of real faith. 

Father Weatherbee has lived in the outcountry, in Mindanao, which is not a conventionally nice place, nor it it conventionally happy.  In the poor island community, Father Weatherbee was an apostle, a bringer of the Good News (Second 107).  When Will asks the priest to perform the marriage ceremony the old man is shocked out of his complacency into enraged awareness of the wolrd he and Will inhabit, and passionately declares to Will:
How can we be the best dearest most generous people on earth, and at the same time so unhappy?  How harsh everyone is here!  How restless!  How impatient!  How worried!  How sarcastic!  How unhappy!  How hateful!  How pleasure-loving!  How lascivious!  Above all, how selfish!  Why is it that we have more than any other people, are more generous with what we have, and yet are so selfish and unhappy?  Why do we think of nothing but our own pleasure?  I cannot believe my eyes at what I see on television. It makes me blush with shame.  Did you know what pleasure-seeking leads to cruelty?  That is why more and more people beat their children.  Children interfere with pleasure.  Do you hate children?  Why can't we be grateful for our great blessings and thank God?"  As he gazed down at the desk, he seemed to have forgotten Will Barrett.  His voice sank to a whisper.  "Why is it that Americans who are the best dearest most generous people on earth are so unhappy? (410)
The answer, according to both O'Conner's and Percy's fiction, is that we have lost our faith and nothing in the world can replace it.  For their characters, one shot in the face, one shooting her in the face, one deaf, and the other insane, the answer is harsh and unyielding, but the message remains hopeful.

Will finally realizes in his interview twith the preist athtat God has sent Allie; she is the answer to the cave experiement:  "What is it I want from her and him, he wondered, not only want but must have?  Is she a gift and therefore a sign of a giver? Could it be that the Lord is here, masquerading behind this simple silly holy face?  Am I crazy to want both, her and Him?  No, not want, must have.  And will have" (411),  Will has come to understand that meaning in the words he says, the words he professes to believe in, is absent in the world.  These two, Allie and Father Weatherbee, can offer him language that means what it says - Allie because of her delight in language and Father Weatherbee because of his faith in God.  The grace of God is present in Allie's holy idiocy and the priest's simple silly holy face.

Will and Allie are both Misfits.  They cannot function in the world on their own but need eather other.  In O'Connor's story, the grandmother and The Misfit need each other also; as the grandmother reaches out to The Misfit, he shoots off her face.  While the grace of God is a beautiful reality, its beauty is not conventional; to really experience the grace of God in the post-Christian world using a slippery, sloppy language, the language must be different and distorted.  But it makes possible the relationship between Will and Allie.  They have found that through their love for each other they can make words mean, that making love is not just a physical act, but a way of being with each other in the world.

Walker Percy responds to O'Connor's problem, to the problem he sees in the world.  His answer:  love.  He demands that we love God, love the mystery, love the delight, love the language, love the world:  "Life is a mystery, love is a delight.  Therefore I take it as axiomatic that one should settle for nothing less than the infinite mystery and the infinite delight, i.e., God.  In fact, I demand it.  I refuse to settle for anything less" (Signposts 417).  O'Connor and Percy demonstrate that they will not settle for halff-hearted attempts at language, at love, at professing Christianity.  They demand total commitment to the mystery and delight of God, and through that mystery, revivify love and meaning in the language and symbols of Christianity.  O'Connor says,
In this popular piety, we mark our gain in sensibility and our loss in vision.  If other ages felt less, they saw more, even though they saw with the blind, prophetical, unsentimental eye of acceptance, which is to say, of faith.  In the absence of this faith now, we govern by tenderness.  It is tenderness which, long since cut off from the person of Christ, is wrapped in theory.  When tenderness is detached from the source of tenderness, its logical outcome is terror.  It ends in forced labor camps and in the fums of the gas chamber. (Mystery 37)

O'Connor and Percy think that the barnacles of meaning, the theories, must be removed from Christianity.  Both attempt, and both succeed, in removing the blanket and revealing what the grade of God is and how it works in our lives.  The faith that is a gift from God is not for the faint of heart, but only for those who have the strength and stomach fo rit.  O'Connor's grandmother says nice things about Christianity until she is confronted with death - she has no idea about faith in the mystery of the suffering Christ.  For her faith in God's grace is something nice to talk about between nice people.  When she is confronted with The Misfit and his gun, she is confronted with the true nature of the grace of God - it is not a warm fuzzy blanket, but the cross.  Her acceptance of God's grace in the unlikely person of The Misfit reveals the mystery, that in the face of evil, God reaches out to offer us salvation.  In the contemporary western world we do not talk about grace.  O'Connor presents grace in such a way that it is stripped of its niceness and revealed for what it is; to paraphrase Dostoevsky, it is a harsh and dreadful reality, but ultimately it is a harsh and dreadful beauty and the only thing that makes life worthwhile.

In Percy's The Second Coming, the language of Christianity is revitalized in the love between Will and Allie.  It is a novel about how the "Failure to find this - and what we are talking about, of course, is love - leads to nothingness, an emptiness of mind and soul, the blank stare of teh commuter from the window of the eight-fifteen" (Hobson 130).  The second coming of love and meaning means that they can begin their new lives together unhindered by a meaningless language of love; Will says to Allie, "We don't have to go in the cave.  The cave is over and done with.  We can live up here.  How would you like to begin your life?" (Second 378).  Will's acceptance of Allie is the acceptance of God's grace, and means that he can live a life-in-life:
Death in the guise of love shall not prevail over me.  You, old father old mole, loved me but loved death better and in the name of love sought death for both of us.  You only kissed me once and it was the kiss of death.  True, death is a way out of a life-which-is-a-living-death.  War and shooting is better than such a peace.  But what if there is life?
Death in the guise of belief is not going to prevail over me, for believers now believe anything and everything and do not love the truth, are in face in despair of the truth, and that is death.

Death in the guise of unbelief is not going to prevail over me, for unbelievers believe nothing, not because truth does not exist but because they have already chosen not to believe, and would not believe, cannot believe, even if the living truth stood before them, and that is death.

Death in the guise of marriage and family and children is not going to prevail over me.  What happened to marriage and family that it should have become a travail and a sadness, marriage till death do us part yes but long dead before the parting, home and fireside and kiddies such a travail and a deadliness as to make a man run out into the night with his hands over his head?  Show me that Norman Rockwell picture of the American familty at Thanskgiving dinner and I'll show you the first faint outline of the death's-head. 

God may be good, family and marriage and children and home may be good, grandma and grandpa may act wise, the Thanksgiving table may be groaning with God's goodness and bounty, all the folks healthy and happy, but something is missing.  What is this sadness here?  Why do the folks put up with it?  The truth seeker does not.  Instead of joining hands with the folks and bowing his head in prayer, the truth seeker sits in an empty chair as invisible as Banquo's ghost, yelling at the top of his voice:  Where is it?  What is missing?  Where did it go?  I won't have it!  I won't have it!  Why this sadness here?  Don't stand for it!  Get up!  Leave!  Let the boat people sit down!  Go live in a cave until you've found the missing thief who is robbing you.  But at least protest.  Stop, thief!  What is missing?  God?  Find him!  (314-315 passim)
Will will not accept death-in-life or literal death as answers to the questions he poses.  Instead he urges us to protest and find God.  Percy says, "What I really want to do is tell people what they must do and what they must believe if they want to live" (Tolson 300).  In Will we see how we must be if we are to live a Christian life-in-life.

O'Connor's A Good Man is Hard to Find and Percy's The Second Coming signal the end of the world, a world devoid of meaning because the Christian language and symbols have no meaning:
One reason the poet and the novelist these days have a hankering for apocolypse, the end of the old world and the beginning of the new, is surely their sense that only then can language be renewed, by destroying the old and starting over.  Things fall apart but words regain their value.  A boy sees an ordinary shell on the beach, picks it up as if it were a jewel he had found, recognizes it, names it.  Now the name does not conceal the shell but celebrates it.  (Signposts 306)
Both works also signal a new beginning, a new meaning in language, a new trust in each other, and a new meaning in Christianity.  And the revitalized meaning is better than what it replaces:  "The present age is better than Christendom.  In the old Christendom, everyone was a Christian and hardly anyone thought twice about it.  But in the present age the survivor... becomes a wayfarer in the desert" (314).  As the inhabitants of the present age, we have the opportunity to be Will and Allie and reinvent Chrstendom and in so doing reinvent meaning in what we say and in what we do.  It is this rejection and rebuilding that will save our souls and will create life-in life.

Works Cited

Baumgaertner, Jill P.  Flannery O'Connor:  A Proper Scaring.  Wheaton, IL:  Shaw, 1988.
Drake, Robert.  Flannery O'Connor:  A Critical Essay.  Grand Rapids, MI:  Eerdmans, 1966.
Eggenschwiler, David.  The Chrsitian Humanism of Flannery O'Connor.  Detroit:  Wayne State U P, 1972.
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Hardy, John Edward.  The Fiction of Walker Percy.  Urbana: U of Illinois P, 1987.
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APPENDIX

My project developed after hearing a comment by my advisor in the Philosophic Themes in Literature course (Fall 1990).  To paraphrase, she said, "Everything that was good scientifically and culturally, that flowering of beautiful, good things ended in the fumes of the gas chamber."  The idea that the "nicest of all people" could partner in genocide is horrifying.  How could this happen?  Could it happen again?  Why is it that when we talk about the Holocaust, we are not screaming and crying?  I decided I wanted to think more about this topic and I wanted to know what other people thought.

I began to read.  I read some of the Existentialists and some of the Christians - Sarte, Camus, O'Connor.  I read non-fiction by John Gardner and Walker Percy.  I read as much as I could for a year.  Much of what I read was difficult to read, but also thought-provoking.  Like anyone else attempting a massive project like mine, fulfilling the requirements for two major programs, my task seemed daunting:  how do I take what I learned and turn it into a paper full of meaning and answering my own questions?

When I actually began to write, I thought to answer the question, "Why do people read?" and "Why do people need stories?"  Maybe I should have asked, "Do people need stories?" and if they do, my second question should have been, "How do we get people to read?"  My focus shifted when I fell in love with the Existentialist Novel and how it compels the reader to actually see the world as it is - rather than seeing the world through Christian-tinted lenses.  Erich Fromom's Escape From Freedom was suggested to me for background information.  The book details the history of the Judeo-Christian West, and explains what has gone wrong.  My paper became a ten-page history of the world.  At the suggestion of my advisor and committee, I discarded that draft and concentrated on two of the stories I most enjoyed:  Flannery O'Connor's A Good Man is Hard to Find and Walker Percy's The Second Coming.  This paper is the result, many revisions later, of that shift in focus.

I think this paper is a good beginning to what needs to be said about Christian novelists and what is wrong in the Judeo-Christian West.  We lack a consensus - and that lack is bad for us. 

I do think there are significant problems with the paper.

I feel like much of the language, even by the experts, is vague:  crowds of anonymouse people, the problem with the Western world, language and what it means... it's a long list.  My major source for the paper, Percy's non-fiction uses vague terms.  I did try to clarify that I am considering a problem affecting all of Western society; the problem is that words and symbols that united us a century ago no longer mean what they did; a simple example is "freedom" and another is "frontier."  I think the problem affects every person living in the Western world because we have inherited a Judeo-Christian history and live in a society based on laws and practices implemented by people who lived Judeo-Christian traditions.  I think that the answer I arrive at, that to recreate meaning in what we say and in what we do, we must practice love in the Christian sense - that the lover is willing to die for the beloved.  Such love is possible, say O'Connor, Percy, and me, only through the saving grace of God.

There is so much more to add to the paper.  The story and novel I chose are rich in language and meaning.  I am surprised with the amount of detail I cut because it did not pertain to my thesis.  I think I could have chosen one work or the other and the finished product would have been the same length.  Each time I opened the novel or the story, I found something else important and relevant.  One of the most interesting details that occurred to me only recently was just how much The Misfit resembles Will before Will accepts God's grace when he finds love with Allie.  It could be another paper.

I did incorporate most suggestions by my advisor and committee.  Even when I didn't use one, I was forced to consider why I wasn't using the the suggestion.  Obviously, the best suggestion was to concentrate on the story and novel rather than the background information - which I love, but which didn't a paper make.  The other suggestion I tried to use was to comment on my quotations.  At times I thought I was being too repetitive, but then I saw a connection between the point I wanted to make and the quotation that the reader could always see, not having read the text as closly as I have.  Finally, another good suggestion that I used was to write the paper longhand before using the word processor.  The first few drafts were very fragmented, but writing longhand forces the writer to only include what is worth a tired hand.

One of the suggestions I chose not to use was to cut the first two or three pages.  I remember the first time I read Percy's essay and how I thought for days about the questions he poses.  I wanted to imiate that format.  Also, as my advisor pointed out, the first few pages define the world that Percy sees and comments on.  I think that is important.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Two Christian Authors and the End of the World, 1 of 2

I'm behind on my reviews. 

I've been reading.  There's a stack of (wow!) seventeen books ready for review. 

I found something more interesting to me...  a paper I wrote in 1992 reviewing two of my favorite books by two of my favorite authors.

I reread the two books I read before I wrote the paper, and decided to publish the paper here as my "review."

Two Christian Authors and the End of the World:
Flannery O'Connor and Walker Percy Amidst the Ruins

by Kari Hoglund Kounkel

A Senior Project in Partial Fulfillment of the Requirements
of the Honors Program

THE COLLEGE OF ST. CATHERINE
October 22, 1992

(As written)

Acknowledgments

I would like to thank my Project Advisor, Dr. Anne Maloney.  Her suggestions for my reading list provided me with stimulating material.  I thank her for reading all the drafts and for responding to them very promptly.  Her comments and suggestions guided me to this final copy.  I thank her especially for her dedication to the Project and especially for offering me inspiration when I was sure I would not be able to finish the Project.

I would like to thank my Project Committee:  Dr. Gayle Gaskill, Professor Robert Grunst, and Sr. Margery Smith.  They offered excellent comments and suggestions.  I thank Dr. Gaskill expecially for her help with the new MLA guidelines.  Professor Grunst gave me some very helpful suggestions for the Percy section of the paper.  Sr. Margery pointed out that my focus was much too narrow for the multi-cultured world we inhabit.  I hope I have incorporated their comments as they intended them.

Finally, I would like to thank my husband for all his support.  He was and is a great "single" father, at times taking on in the last few months more than his half of the parental duties so that I could finish this Project.



Twentieth century novelist and essayist Walker Percy opens "The Message in the Bottle" (1975) with a series of rhetorical questtions, a free-ranging menu of nearly plaintive queries:

Why do people feel so bad in the very age when, more than in any other age, they have succeeded in accumuluating the wealth necessary to satisfy their needs and have discovered the technology to make over the world for their own use?



Why have people entered on an orgy of war, murder, torture, and self-destruction unparalleled in history and in the very century when they had hoped to see the dawn of universal peace and harmony?


What do people do when they find themselves living after an age has ended and they can no longer understand themselves because the theories of humanity of the former age no longer work and the theories of the new age are not yet known, and so everything is upside down, people feeling bad when they should feel good, good when they should feel bad?



Where does one start with a theory of humankind if the theory of humanity as an organism in an environment does not work and all the attributes of humanity which were accepted in the old modern age are now called into question:  the soul, mind, freedom, Godlikeness, grace, love?



Why is it all but impossible to read Shakespeare in school now but will not be fifty years from now when the Western world has fallen into ruins and a survivor sitting among the vines of the Forty-Second Street library spies a moldering book and opens it to The Tempest?



What is humanity?  Entered into a new age, we are like children who see everything in the new world, name everything, know everything except ourselves (Message 3-9, passim).

Percy opens his essay with these questions because he knows what Flannery O'Connor knows, what the French existentialist Gabriel Marcel knew a half century ago:  something has gone terribly wrong in "Christendom" - in the Judeo-Christian west.  As Marcel put it,
A broken world? Can we really endorse these words?  And are we being the dupes of a myth when we imagine that there was a time when the world had a heart?...  Certainly, it would be rash to attempt to put one's finger on some epoch in history when the unity of the world was something directly felt by men in general.  But could we feel the division of the world today, or could some of us at least feel it so strongly, if we had not within us... at least the nostalgia of it?  (Marcel 22)
The contemporary era, yet unnamed, is the most scientifically, economically, and politically advanced era in human history.  It follows the age of Christianity in which authors were able to name, and people were able to understand, an event or a problem through a common language and system of beliefs.
Even in bad times, major writers had major roles - like Langland, Chaucer, Milton, Whitman.  Because, bad as times were, there was still a concensus of sorts.  Symbols signified.  A people could be rallied, consoled, entertained, told stories to, or at least affirmed in their unhappiness.  A dirge, a lament, even a jeremiad, implies an intact society.  (Signposts 156)
Percy believes that contemporary society is no longer capable of understanding the symbols, and many modern novelists have already disposed of God, humanity, and the world (Message 104).  Contemporary novelists are faced with reinventing symbols and language because they know that contemporary society is no longer whole, that there is no consensus.  With no consensus, how can people relate to other people?

As Percy points out, the western world may be more scientifically, economically, and politically advanced, but it is also the most murderous century in human history.  "The triumphant secular society of the Western world, the nicest of all worlds, killed more people in the first half of this century than have been killed in all history" (Message 105).  As we view the remains of this murderous activity, we talk about how horrible and inexplicable these catastrophes are, but we feel very far removed from the actual events - they do  not affect us personally.

Perhaps the violence that shocks so many first time readers of O'Connor's fictions seems so unpalatable because it is so personal.  We encounter violence daily, but most often at a distance.  O'Connor conteracts the desensitizing effect of remote violence by forcing it upon us in a form we cannot escape... O'Connor pushes her readers to the brink over and over again.  "The kingdom of heaven," she writes, "has to be taken by violence or not at all."  (Baumgaertner 12-13)
Flannery O'Connor suggests that we in the post-Christian West must confront the world's daily violence personally in order for it to end.  Her answer, and Walker Percy's answer, is to push us over the edge, to figuratively shoot us in the face with reality, so that we can take the kingdom of heaven.  Although these two authors present an answer that is Christian, they both begin with the same problem, the problem stated here:  the post-Christian Western world has lost touch with the most meaningful realities - words like "love" and "grace" are harsh realities and we treat them as warm fuzzy blankets that protect us from reality.

Inhabitants of the previous age, the age of Christianity, shared a common experience: people had faith in realities like the soul, mind, freedom, Godlikeness, grace, love.  The words they used to describe those realities meant something more than a nice feeling, a warm fuzzy blanket.  Contemporary writers, on the other hand, are "writing for an audience for whom  the Incarnation ha[s] little meaning, and yet [the] fiction over and over again show[s] common people encountering the terror, mystery, and beauty of the Word made flesh" (15).  Without a shared belief in the mystery of Christ, or at least a basic understanding of the person of Christ, people in Christendom no longer have a common set of referents or system of beliefs about what is right and what is wrong, and what is wrong no longer has the power to move us:
It is the century of good times, instant media, large numbers, and telephotos of stacked corpses. 

The times are actually crazier than this, because it is not as if this were simply another dreadful century like the fourteenth, the century of the Black Death - which everyone knew was a bad time.  But what is one to make of a century which is not only the worst but also in some ways the best.

Because it is in some ways the best.  The advance of science and technology is little short of miraculous.  It is the first time in history that a poor man, at least in the Northern Hemisphere, could free himself from a lifetime of grinding poverty, disease, and early death.

To add to the difficulties of the novelist in such peculiar times is the breakdown of the consensus, of a common language, a shared discourse denoting a common set of referents.  (Signposts 157)
This, as Percy will tell us, is the post-Christian age.  People living in this era of diversity and subjectivity no longer understand themselves or their place in the world.  For the past two thousand years, people have thought of themselves as ensouled creatures under God, and believed salvation rested in the Christian mystery:  the entrance of God into human history as Jesus Christ.  In this post-Christian age, Christianity no longer provides the answers that people seek because its language is dead.  Percy argues that the central tenants of Christianity no longer mean what they did:
So decrepit and so abused is the language of the Judeo-Christian religions that it takes an effort to salvage them, the very words, from the hustks and barnacles of meaning which have encrusted them over the centuries.  Or else words can become slick as coins worn thin by usage and so devalued.  One of the tasks of the saint is to renew language, to sing a new song.  The novelist, no saint, has a humbler task.  He must use every ounce of skill, cunning, humor, even irony, to deliver religion from the merely edifying.  (Signposts 306)
Although the Christian novelist is aware that the contemporary era has problems, these problems are difficult to define because the language and symbols of the former era have no common meaning.  The first step to correcting the problem is finding a way to once again make language and symbols have meaning.  Two American Christian writes of the twentieth century, Flannery O'Connor and Walker Percy, offer a solution to the problems confronting the contemporary era.  They believe we can recreate meaning in human life by recreating meaning in the language and symbols of Christianity.  Both authors use the same emphasis and focus.  They write about the saving power of Christian grace and Christian love.  They each take a slightly different approach though.

O'Connor attempts to make the language of Christianity meaningful by portraying the mysteries of faith in both humorous and grotesque ways.  Says Jill Baumgaertner in her book exploring O'Connor's work, "How could prose simultaneously make me laugh and scare me so deeply?" (xiv).  O'Connor uses humor to demonstrate the "fundamental meaningless [of language]... once the conventional vision has been thoroughly destroyed, she usually suggests that the experience of shock, horror, or death has stripped her characters of their pretensions and brought them into contact with a fundamental order grounded in divine mystery" (McFarland 17).  O'Connor's characters and their activities are distorted - purposefully - because, as she is often credited with saying, for the near-deaf, one must shout (Kennedy 17).  O'Connor diagnoses the problem of contemporary society in her short story, "A Good Man is Hard to Find.".  This work shows what happens when, in a world devoid of value both in what we mean and what we say, people are sometimes brutally confronted with the grace of God.

"Good Man" is about a family of six:  the grandmother and her son, Baily; Bailey's wife; their two children, John Wesley and June Star; and their infant.  The family is going on their annual vacation.  Their destination is Florida.  The family stops for lunch, meeting Red Sam, whom the grandmother thinks is a good mand, and his wife.  After lunch, the family makes a detour to visit a house from the grandmother's past.  While on the detour they have an accident.  They think they are being rescued when a hearse-like automobile approaches, but discover that the driver is The Misfit, a psychopath who has just recently escaped from prison.  Far from saving the family, he orders their executions.  The grandmother converses with The Misfit while her family is executed.  They talk about the saving power of Christ and the grandmother offers it to The Misfit.  The Misfit, wanting no part of Christianity, shoots the grandmother in the face.

Early in the story, before the family left on their annual holiday, the grandmother had attempted to change Bailey's plans because she wanted to vacation in Tennessee and "visit some of her connections" there (9).  She uses a newspaper account of The Misfit's escape as a reason to avoid Florida, saying to her son, "I wouldn't take my children in any direction with a criminal like that aloose in it.  I couldn't answer to my conscience if I did" (9).  Her conscience, however, did allow her to use The Misfit's escape for her own purposes in trying to get to Tennessee by "seizing at every chance to change Bailey's mind" (9).  She does not realize the utter destruction and violence The Misfit is capable of, and so for her, his escape is simply an event to read about in the paper and, if at all possible, to use for her own purposes.  O'Connor uses the nice, ladylike, "good" old woman to show us how contemporary Christians behave; the grandmother works very had to appear to be nice and ladylike, but at heart she is selfish and silly.  O'Connor says that, like the grandmother, contemporary Christians think of faith as a warm fuzzy blanket, when in reality, true faith is about the brutal, ugly suffering of Christ on the cross.

The morning of the trip, the grandmother is the first one in the car with her hidden cat, Pitty Sing.  The grandmother is meticulously attired in a "navy blue straw sailor hat with a bunch of white violets on the brim and a navy blue dress with a small white dot in the print.  Her collars and cuffs were white organdy trimmed with lace and at her neckline she had pinned a purple spray of cloth violets containing a sachet" (11).  Her careful attention to detail in dress is her guarantee that "anyone seeing her dead on the highway would know at once that she was a lady" (11).  The grandmother wanted to be thought a "good" woman at all costs.  She would define herself as a good woman; she has genteel manners and is nice in a polite, law-abiding way:  "She fancies that gentility and refinement can save her soul" (Drake 24).  Her mistake is in thinking that outward appearances and platitudes sufficiently portray her as such.

At lunchtime, the family stops and meets Red Sam.  The grandmother thinks Red Sam is a "good man" because he gives gas on credit to boys who "looked all right to [him]" (15).  The grandmother tells Red Sam that he gave out the gas, "Because you're a good man!" (15).  Her comment is loaded with irony; Red Sam is not generous or kind in his interaction with his wife.  He tells his wife, "to quit lounging on the counter and hurry up with these people's order" (15) while he sits and converses with the grandmother.  He talks about criminals, but when his wife attempts to join the conversation, he sends her out of the room with an abrupt and harsh, "That'll do" (16).  A man who treats his wife with such a lack of generosity is clearly not a good man.  The entire exchange between the grandmother and Red Sam is empty and meaningless, but their words "underscore the main themes of the story; the fact that the world is, indeed, out of joint, and the question of what consitutes a good man (or a good woman)" (McFarland 18).  The conversation leans heavily on the grandmother's conviction that she herself can easily identify what makes a person good or not.

As evidence that she is not truly good, the grandmother manipulates her family, first while reading the news report about The Misfit, but also during the trip.  She is more successful the second time than she was the first time when she tried to convince Bailey to go to Tennessee.  When the grandmother wants to see the house from her past, and she knows "Bailey would not be willing to lose any time looking at an old house" (Good Man 16).  She enlists the aid of the children by lying to them, knowing that her son will bow to the loud demands of the spoiled children.  "'There was a secret panel in this house,' she said craftily, not telling the truth but wishing she were" (16-17).  John Wesley and June Star yell and kick until Bailey says, "All right,... but get this:  This is the only time we're going to sop for anything like this.  This is the one and only time" (17).  The grandmother directs Bailey to the turn off for the house.  Her careful manipulation of her son and his children reveals a nature that is ultimately not good.

What follows is one of O'Connor's most comic and, in light of succeeding events, tragic scenes:
"It's not much farther," the grandmother said and just as she said it, a horrible thought came to her.  The thought was so embarrassing that she turned red in the face and her eyes dilated and her feet jumped up, upsetting her valise in the corner.  The instant the valise moved, the newspaper top she had over the basket under it rose with a snarl and Pitty Sing, the cat, sprang onto Bailey's shoulder.
The children were thrown to the floor and their mother, clutching the baby, was thrown out the door onto the ground; the old lady was thrown into the front seat.  The car turned over and landed right-side-up in a gulch off the side of the road.  Bailey remained in the driver's seat with the cat - gray-striped with a broad white face and an orange nose - clinging to his neck like a caterpillar.
The grandmother's genteel comment following the accident, "I believe I have injured an organ" (20) is not only her attempt to avoid Bailey's wrath, but also her attempt to maintain her identity as a lady since her disheveled appearance no longer does:  "her hat still pinned to her head [with] the broken front brim standing up at a jaunty angle and the violet spray hanging off to the side" (19).  Lacking a genteel, ladylike appearance, all she has left is her ladylike speech and manners. The grandmother's notion that a good outward appearance is the sole definition of a good person is an important theme in O'Connor's story. The theme gives the reader a sense for what has gone wrong in the contemporary world. The grandmother seeks goodness - albeit, her superficial style of goodness - in people, and thinks herself a good woman, while she repeatedly manipulates her family for selfish purposes. Caught in her own superficiality, she wrings her hands over the violence in the distant outside world, but the violence is essentially meaningless until she is confronted with it when it comes calling in the person of The Misfit. O'Connor teaches that it is not enough to give voice to the language of Christianity; we must embrace Christianty and value what it teaches us to value.
As soon as the children saw they could move their arms and legs, they scrambled out of the car, shouting, "We've had an ACCIDENT!"  The grandmother was curled up under the dashboard, hoping she was injured so that Bailey's wrath would not come down on her all at once.  The horrible thought she had had before the accident was that the house she had remembered so vividly was not in Georgia but in Tennessee. (18-19)
As The Misfit steps out of his hearse-like automobile, the grandmother immediately recognizes him:
The grandmother had the peculiar feeling that the bespectacled man was someone she knew.  His face was as familiar to her as if she'd known him all her life...

The grandmother shrieked.  She scrambled to her feet and stood staring, "You're The Misfit!" she said.  "I recognized you at once!" (21-22)
Earlier, while angling for her trip to visit her connections in Tennessee, the grandmother had told Bailey that she could not answer to her conscience if she took her children within The Misfit's reach, yet it is her very scheming that brings her family - her son - into the presence of The Misfit.  The grandmother is also the only one to recognize The Misfit.  He tells her, "it would have been better for all of you, lady, if you hadn't of reckernized me" (22).  Her initial recognition of his identity seals the family's death warrant; her later recognition of him as a fellow human being - a fellow sufferer - seals her death warrant.

The grandmother is completely unprepared for her meeting with The Misfit... with evil... with death.  O'Connor says the grandmother "is in the most significant position life offers the Christian.  She is facing death.  And to all appearances she, like the rest of us, is not too well prepared for it.  She would like to see the event postponed.  Indefinitely" (Mystery 110).  As she pleads for her life, The Misfit carries on a civilized conversation as he calmly, almost absently, orders the murders of first Bailey and John Wesley, and then those of the mother, infant, and June Star.

According ot the grandmother's criteria, The Misfit seems to the "good man" of the story.  He knows the social rules and is acutely conscious of and embarrassed by his lack of shirt, telling them, "I'm sorry I don't have on a shirt before you ladies" (Good Man 24).  The description of him suggests a distinguished, scholarly looking gentleman:  "He was an older man than the other two.  His hair was just beginning to gray and he wore silver-timmed spectacles that gave him a scholarly look" (21).  He looks and speaks like a good, nice man, as he...
demolishes conventional order, and the terror he creates is all the more chilling because he retains the forms of polite behavior in the midst of the most inhuman acts.  His actions demonstrate a complete lack of essential connection between conventional behavior and some fundamental standard of good and evil that is assumed to lie behind it.  (McFarland 19)
Without a standard of good and evil, The Misfit has no basis upon which to build order in his life, so he chooses to seek pleasure by indulging himself, taking whatever he wishes to have, including the lives of fellow human beings.

The Misfit knows and uses the language of Christianity better than does the grandmother.  O'Connor reveals that at some point The Misfit had been active in the church as a gospel singer.  His problem with Christianity is that he cannot reconcile Christ's suffering on the cross with the form of Christianity practiced by people like the grandmother - the hypocrites.  As the grandmother pleads for her own life, she does little more than pay lip service to the saving grace of God.  She tells The Misfit, "If you would pray... Jesus would help you" (26), yet her pleas are not to Jesus, but to The Misfit:  "I know you wouldn't shoot a lady!  I know you come from nice people!  Pray!  Jesus, you ought not to shoot a lady" (28).  When she does call the name of the Lord "the way she was saying it, it sounded as if she might be cursing" (27).  The Misfit's responses to the grandmother's pleading suggests that he has done a considerable amount of thinking about what it is that Christianity has to offer:

Jesus was the only One that ever raised the dead... and he shouldn't have done it.  He thrown everything off balance.  If He did what He said, then it's nothing for you to do but throw away everything and follow Him, and if He didn't, then it's nothing for you to do but enjoy the few minutes you got left the best way you can - by killing somebody or burning down his house or doing some other meanness to him.  No pleasure but meanness.  (28)
The Misfit knows how high the stakes are, that real faith is not for the faint of heart. Real faith is throwing down everything and following Christ. He deliberately chooses not to accept the grandmother's prooffered grace and a possible connection to humanity through her because he thinks Christians are hypocritical. He knows that if being a Christian is being like the grandmother, he wants no part of it. It is ironic that it is The Misfit who is first "endowed with a greater religious sense than [the grandmother], indeed he sees the world-shaking importance of Jesus' intervention in human history, and that one's central choice in life is to follow Him or to pay the hellish price" (Salter 35). The grandmother only comes to realize the harsh reality of grace in the moments before her death. Ultimately, Jesus works through her; The Misfit needs to accept the grandmother and God's saving grace. The Misfit's rejection of the grandmother, and through her, of Christ, condemns him to pay the hellish price - and to continue his endless pleasure-seeking lifestyle.

Having already chosen to reject the grace of God, The Misfit recoils from the grandmother when she reaches to touch him, and shoots her three times.  The "climactic killing of the grandmother who offers forgiveness and love symbolizes the crucifixion and the refusal of grace... The Misfit knows that he has to choose between God and himself as lord" (Eggenschwiler 46-47); he chooses himself.  Had he chosen God, he would have been able to become a man of profound faith, a good man, because he would have been compelled to throw away everything to follow Christ.  Having said "no" to God because, in a world inhabited by people like the grandmother he could not be sure Christ did what He said He did, the absence of grace means he can never be a good man.  He thinks the only way to enjoy his life is by taking pleasure "by killing somebody or burning down his house or doing some other meaness to him" (Good Man 28).  Yet his murder of the grandmother gives him no real pleasure; after The Misfit shoots the grandmother, he says, "It's no real pleasure in life" (29).  He continually looks for but cannot find satisfaction in his chosen life because he has no basis for order or meaning in life.

Confronted with and realizing his need for truth and order even as he threatens to shoot her in the face, the grandmother reaches out to him offering love and forgiveness.  In reaching out, the grandmother is transformed into a true Christian - she offers charity and love as she recognizes The Misfit's need:
The grandmother is at last alone, facing The Misfit.  Her head clears for an instant and she realizes, even in her limited way, that she is responsible for the man before her and joined to him by ties of kinship which have their roots deep in the mystery she has been merely prattling about so far.  And at this point, she does the right thing, she makes the right gesture. (Mystery 111-112)
For the first time, the grandmother clearly sees and reacts to someone else's need; even after the accident, seeing her daughter-in-law with a broken left arm, the grandmother has no reaction as she's trying to find ways to avoid Bailey's anger.  In reaching out The Misfit she offers to share his suffering and the harsh reality of God's grace which has been bestowed upon her by God.  "[T]o be truly human - to be a 'good man' - it to accept one's mortality and one's solidarity with all human suffering" (McFarland 22).  The Misfit rejects the grandmother, Christ, and his place as a member of the human family.  He is so afraid of the grace he recognizes her offering him, he shoots her in the face.

The grandmother realizes what Christianity has to offer when she sees, with blinding clarity and through the grace of God, that The Misfit is one of her own babies, one of her children, a fellow sufferer.  She had recognized him as hers at first glance: "his face was as familiar to her as if she'd known him all her life" (21).  Just before her death, the grandmother recognizes in The Misfit the kindred desire to belong to the human family.  "Long dismissed as foolish by her only son, Bailey, and his family, the grandmother senses that she, too, has been a misfit... She loves The Misfit because she has discovered their common lonliness" (Salter 35).  She desires love and respect, not forthcoming from her family and hard to find anywhere else.

The final image of the grandmother is one of a woman who has chosen the grace of God:  "Hiram and Bobby Lee returned from the woods and stood over the ditch, looking down at the grandmother who half sat and half lay in a puddle of blood with her legs crossed under her like a child's and her face smiling up at the cloudless sky."  (29).  In this final image of the Grandmother,
... there are faint suggestions of the Crucifixion as the grandmother lies [dead].  From The Misfit's point of view, the association between the old lady and Christ is emphatic:  he recoils from her touch and forgiveness because it challenges the obsessive defiance of God he strains to preserve; he kills her as another rejection of Jesus.  From an objective point of view, her illumination is a natural sign of grace; such love, like faith and hope, is possible only through God's mercy.  (Eggenschwiler 92)
O'Connor makes clear that grace is absent from The Misfit's life not because God did not offer it, but because The Misfit has rejected it.  He desires sure knowledge that Christ raised the dead:  "I wisht I had of been there... It ain't right I wasn't there because if I had of been there I would of known.  Listen lady... if I had of been there I would of known and I wouldn't be like I am now" (Good Man 29). 

O'Connor wrote often of grace and its function in human lives.  In her collected letters, The Habit of Being, she writes,
Grace, to the Catholic way of thinking, can and does use as its medium the imperfect, purely human, and even hypocritical.  Cutting yourself off from Grace is a very decided matter, requiring a real choice, act of will, and affecting the very ground of the soul.  The Misfit is touched by the Grace that comes through the old lady when she recognizes him as her child, as she has been touched by the Grace that comes through him in his particular suffering.  (Grimshaw 5)
The grandmother only sees her Christian relationship to The Misfit as he threatens to shoot her in the face.  The Misfit remarks, "She would of been a good woman if it had been somebody there to shoot her every minute of her life" (Good Man 29).  Though The Misfit denies the saving grace and Christ, he is the channel of God's grace for the grandmother.  In her final moments, she sees for the first time that grace in its true form is not for the faint of heart.  In the closing paragraphs of her story, O'Connor makes her point:  if our Christian language, a language of values, is to mean anything, someone has to figuratively shoot us in the face, push us to the edge of grace.  Then we will find a way to make our words and symbols have meaning again, to make them worth dying for, but more importantly, to make them worth living for.

To Be Continued...